The new project is far more exciting to me than the old project but it is also just as (if not more) huge. I mean HUGE! Like touching nearly every program and system we have HUGE! Want to know the best part?
I'm the systems architect.
Not one of the architects, not the junior architect. The freaking lead, flying solo, if-I-fuck-up-its-all-me architect.
I'm fine. I flipped out a little and kind of forgot how to breathe for a few minutes yesterday when I found out but today I'm fine. OK, maybe I'm still flipping out a little but I can do this.
...And I just got meeting invites for yet another project. What the fuck, people?
I seriously need that clone I ordered. Or minions. I could use minions. WAIT! I have a minion. Well, technically now that he's been here for over a year he's no longer in training and I'm not officially his mentor - or his boss even though our mutual boss tends to act as though he really works for me but we won't go into that now - but he did tell me he needed work! So I can pawn some of this shit off onto him (maybe). YAY!
This blog post brought to you by my brain while stressed out. Thank goodness I start therapy Monday.